HAVE BEEN THROUGH THAT ROAD AS WELL. WANTING AND CONTEMPLATING SUICIDE, YES, I HAD TO BE MORE POSITIVE. AND I KNOW THAT ALL THOSE ISSUES AND DRAMAS THAT I WAS FACING IN MY LIFE ARE ONLY TEMPORARY, AND THINGS CAN CHANGE, AND AS I PUT MY MIND AND THOUGHTS TO BEING MORE POSITIVE AND CALM IN MY MIND, SPIRIT, SOUL, AND HEART, YES, WITH GOD. I DEFINITELY KEPT ON BEING POSITIVE AND KEPT ON THAT STRONG FAITH AND HOPE. AND KEPT TRUSTING AND HAVING THAT FAITH IN GOD. BELIEVE ME, IT WASN’T EASY. ESPECIALLY WITH ILLNESS AND DRAMA IN MY LIFE, I HAD TO DEAL WITH EVERY DAY ISN’T FUN. SO DEFINITELY I UNDERSTAND WHAT MANY GOD-LOVING PEOPLE AND YOUR LOVED ONES AND FRIENDS ARE GOING THROUGH, WANTING AND CONTEMPLATING TO COMMIT SUICIDE OR HAVE TAKEN ACTION. I HAD ALWAYS PUT GOD IN MY LIFE FIRST AND PRAYED AND KEPT ON TALKING TO HIM, AND HE IS AN AWESOME LISTENER AND GIVER. I HAD NO ONE TO CONFIDE IN SINCE I DON’T HAVE ANY FAMILY MEMBERS OR BROTHERS AND SISTERS, MOM OR DAD; THEY WERE ALL DEAD OUT OF MY LIFE.
DEFINITELY, AND YES, MY LIFE HAS CHANGED A LOT. AGAIN, IN SHORT, HOW I GOT SOME BREAKTHROUGHS, LIKE NO MORE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. THAT IS BECAUSE I HAVE KEPT ON MY STRONG FAITH, BELIEVING IN THE UNKNOWN (GOD, HOLY SPIRIT) WHO LIVE IN ME TO HELP ME THROUGH LIFE, AND I HAD THAT STRONG BELIEF AND FAITHFUL VALUES IN MY MINDSET, SPIRIT, SOUL, AND HEART, AND ESPECIALLY IN GOD. AND KEPT ON TRUSTING IN GOD. AND NEVER GAVE UP 🙂 🙂 🙂 BEST PART: I HAVE NO REGRETS ABOUT WHAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH IN LIFE. I NEVER GAVE UP ON MY PRAYERS AND TALKING WITH GOD. I JUST IGNORED THE DEVIL’S THOUGHTS AND THE EVIL OF OTHERS; IT ACTUALLY HELPED ME GET TO WHERE I AM NOW. MEANING I AM LIVING A BETTER AND HAPPIER LIFE NOW THAN I DID BEFORE. I CAN LOVE AGAIN AND APPRECIATE THE BEAUTY IN EVERYONE (YES, THE GOOD AND THE NEGATIVE PEOPLE). I AM MORE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT OTHERS MAY BE GOING THROUGH IN LIFE. AND DEFINITELY I AM EVEN MORE CONFIDENT, AND YET STILL I REMAIN CALM AND HUMBLE.
YES, YOU CAN BE CONFIDENT WHILE YOU REMAIN HUMBLE AND PATIENT. GOD HAS A PLAN FOR YOU, AND IT WILL GIVE YOU EVEN MORE CONFIDENCE TO KEEP MOVING ON TO THE NEXT STEPS FOR YOU TO TAKE IN YOUR LIFE. I KNOW NOT EVERYONE CAN ACHIEVE THIS STATUS OF (MORE CONFIDENT WITH GOD). WHY IS THAT? THEY LET THEIR PRIDE AND EGO GET IN THE WAY, AND THEIR CONFIDENCE GOES OVER THEIR HEAD. NOW THEY HAVE THE DEVIL’S PRIDE; MAY I REMIND YOU THAT MANY OF YOU ARE SETTING YOURSELVES UP FOR DOWNFALL. DON’T BE A FOLLOWER OF NEGATIVE AND/OR EVIL PEOPLE. THAT IS BECAUSE THE DEVIL GOT TO THEM; THEY ALLOW THE DEVIL TO ATTACK THEIR MINDSET.
I BELIEVE GOD HAD SYMPATHY FOR ME AND LESSENED THE DRAMA IN MY LIFE AND HAS ALSO CHANGED MY LIFE TO BE MORE POSITIVE FOR MY PURPOSE IN LIFE. MEANING I AM IN A BETTER POSITION, AND GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH PRESENTS. THIS DIDN’T JUST HAPPEN OVERNIGHT. YES, IT TOOK YEARS FOR GOD TO ANSWER MY PRAYER AND CHANGE MY LIFE AROUND TO BE MORE GORGEOUS. I’M STARTING TO HAVE MORE AWESOME DREAMS OF GOD. DEFINITELY, I HAVE LIVED ON PRAYER, EATEN HEALTHIER FOR MY ILLNESS, AND LOST WEIGHT. I’M MUCH MORE POSITIVE AND STRONGER (MIND, SPIRIT, SOUL, AND IN MY HEART). AND HAVE LEARNED SO MUCH FROM GOD (MIND, SPIRIT, SOUL, AND MY HEART) ABOUT ALL THE ISSUES THAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH AND WHY. YES, THERE’S A REASON WHY WE GO THROUGH PROBLEMS AND ISSUES, WHICH IS BASICALLY A LIFE TEST TO HELP US GAIN STRENGTH AND BE STRONGER IN OUR NEXT CHAPTER IN LIFE. AND THE BEST PART OF LIFE IS THAT IT GETS EASIER, AND YOU WILL GAIN THAT STRENGTH AND BE STRONGER TO CONQUER ANYTHING IN LIFE, AND IN THE NEXT CHAPTER OF YOUR LIFE YOU WILL FEEL THAT VICTORY AND MAKE LOTS OF FRIENDS AND FIND THAT CLARITY AND EVEN MORE CLARITY IN LIFE. ALTHOUGH YOU CAN’T GIVE UP FAITH AND HOPE. KEEP REMEMBERING THAT YOUR LIFE CAN GET BETTER AND WILL IMPROVE. KEEP BELIEVING, AND AGAIN, DON’T GIVE UP 🙂 TAKE IT DAY BY DAY. AND DON’T WORRY ABOUT YOUR LIFE ISSUES SO MUCH THAT THE DEVIL CAN ATTACK YOU TO MAKE YOU GIVE UP. LEARN TO GIVE YOUR ISSUES AND DRAMAS TO GOD. AND BE FAITHFUL IN BEING A FOLLOWER OF GOD AND A GOOD LISTENER TO JESUS CHRIST’S TEACHING. LISTENER TO HIS ANSWERS TO GUIDE YOU IN YOUR NEXT STEPS IN LIFE AND GUARD YOUR HEART FROM THE DEVIL’S ATTACK. YOU WILL NEED THAT STRONG AND POWERFUL MINDSET THAT GOD WANTS YOU TO HAVE AND TAKE ON, AND NOT TO COMMIT SUICIDE. KEEP ON THAT GOOD FAITH AND KEEP ON BELIEVING AND TRUSTING IN GOD. AND YES, PLEASE KEEP PRAYING AND TALKING TO GOD, WHICH IS HAVING THAT PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM. AND LET HIM (GOD AND JESUS) BE YOUR BEST FRIENDS AND SOMEONE YOU CAN CONFIDE IN, MEANING THAT HE IS THE ONE YOU CAN TALK TO ABOUT ANYTHING AND CHIT-CHAT ABOUT LIFE (THE GOOD, THE BAD, AND THE UGLY AND THE UGLIEST PART OF YOUR LIFE AND PRETTY SOON YOU WILL BE LAUGHING TOGETHER ABOUT IT ALL. 🙂 IN THE MEANTIME, HAVE PATIENCE AND FUN ON OUR WEBSITE AND MAKE FRIENDS, AND GET HELPED AND SUPPORTED BY OUR LOVING FAMILY MEMBERS. YES, LET’S FEEL AT HOME ON OUR WEBSITE AND KNOW THAT GOD IS THERE TO HELP AND SUPPORT YOU AS WELL, PERSONALLY. KEEP TRUSTING IN YOURSELF AND IN GOD AND HAVING THAT STRONGEST FAITH EVER 🙂 MEANING KEEP COMING TO GOD WITH THAT STRONGEST FAITH YOU EVER HAD.
YES, MY LOVE ONE, SURVIVE THOSE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS. HOW? JUST WHAT I HAVE DONE ABOVE IN THIS PARAGRAPH. YES, MY LOVE ONE, DON’T EVEN THINK OF COMMITTING SUICIDE ANY LONGER. IT WASN’T EASY. YES, I HAD THOUGHT OF ENTERING MY LOVELY ONE IN A MENTAL INSTITUTION, JUST THINKING OF ALL THE NEGATIVE ISSUES THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN BROUGHT TO MY LOVELY ONE AND MORE NEGATIVE ISSUES INTO OUR LIVES, SO I DIDN’T. IT DID TAKE US MONTHS ON AND OFF FOR AT LEAST 3 YEARS; WE SURVIVED IT ALL. THANKS TO GOD OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN, YES, HE HAS ANSWERED MY PRAYERS FOR MY LOVED ONE.
REMAINING CALM AND HUMBLE. YES, THAT HAS HELPED ME TO KEEP MY LIFE PROGRESSING AND GROWING TO BE MORE EFFECTIVE AND MORE POSITIVE WITH GOD. AND NOT GIVING UP ON MY ISSUES IN LIFE. AND YES, I REMIND MYSELF THAT GOD IS THERE WITH ME AND LOOKING AFTER ME, WHICH MAKES ME EVEN HAPPIER. (WANTING TO DANCE AND REJOICE WITH GOD.) YES, YOU WILL IMPROVE YOUR MENTAL STATUS WITH ALL BEING SAID AND DONE (ALWAYS BEING POSITIVE AND THE BEAUTY IN YOU) AND WHAT YOU CAN BRING OUT IN THIS WORLD. I WOULD ALWAYS REMIND MYSELF THAT GOD IS PROTECTING ME AND LOVES ME BECAUSE HE IS POWERFUL AND WON’T LET ME DOWN. YES, I HOLD ON TO GOD’S GRACE, AND HE HAS, AND HE ALSO HAS IT FOR YOU. YOU NEED TO TAKE ACTION ON IT (ACKNOWLEDGING IT AND PUTTING IT INTO ACTION, KEEPING HIM IN YOUR MIND, SPIRIT, SOUL, AND HEART THAT HE WILL HELP AND SAVE YOU. KEEP ON BELIEVING IN GOD’S GRACE, AND GOD WON’T LEAVE YOU IF YOU DON’T LEAVE HIM. KEEP ON HAVING THAT FAITH IN GOD AND DON’T LET GO. AND EVENTUALLY YOU WOULDN’T WANT TO GIVE UP AND NOT WANT TO COMMIT SUICIDE. KEEP ON HAVING THOSE GREAT THOUGHTS OF GOD’S WORDS AND WISDOM AND HOLD TIGHT TO IT IN YOUR MINDSET. AGAIN, DON’T LET THE DEVIL TAKE YOU FROM THIS EARTH AND WITH HIM. DEFINITELY DON’T FORGET TO HAVE THAT GREAT BELIEF, TRUST, AND HOPE IN JESUS CHRIST, LORD OUR GOD, TO HELP YOU TO KEEP RECOVERING FROM THOSE SUICIDE THOUGHTS AND ANY ACTIONS THAT KEEP ENTERING YOUR MIND. AND DON’T GIVE UP!
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